A delirium of flesh, sound and fury, a song of love and desire… Mother/Whore, sacred angel of the profane; a ritual of wanton celebration; honouring the totality of the erotic in all our forms. We shall no longer be denied…

A shamelessly explicit erotic video clip for Australian Goth / Industrial band ZCluster’s “THE RAPTURE”, the title track from their album.

Created by vocalist Sai Jaiden Lillith (pornstar, artist, Dominatrix, educator, FSSW), the video features their partner in art, life and sex Eve X in their third trimester of their pregnancy. It’s a love song written from Sai to Eve and celebrating the transformational power of sex and erotic connection to self and others. An uninhibited intersection of fierce love, intense passion and explicit sexuality; containing all the complexity of real longterm committed relationships.

The first clip created in its’ entirety by Sai Jaiden Lillith who alongside Eve X is an experienced producer of erotic content, it’s a delirious, surreal journey entwining Shibari art, explicit sexual intercourse, sex magic and glitching, dreamlike, ritualistic imagery.

Sai and Eve have always championed the open integration of the erotic into every day life, art and societal fabric, and this clip is an act of rebellion as much as a piece of art.

Director’s Note: As sexuality educators, when we chose this pregnancy we also made a commitment to careful nurturance of our erotic connection, and authentic journeying with my changing body and our evolving emotions. We play in the light plenty (whatever that means in a non-dual sense) but we’re also aware that the work we do powerfully together is in the shadows and on the edges. So we committed to adapting and maintaining our kink praxis. And we committed to making content that shows that a pregnant woman is not passive, mild and meek. She is not a mere vessel. Pregnancy can be a powerfully erotic time, a dance with the very essence of Life itself, fertility and ripening and plumpness and opening the vortex to void.